Well, had an interview with sergeant Martin on the day i booked in! About my performance and peer appraisal in SISPEC.

Yes, he say i g0tta improve on my personal attitude and stuff, like watching my actions and language!

Given the rating from my section mates, i am rated as one of the lowest( Am i really that bad, as a friend, leader and everything?)


From his prediction, it could be down to my arrogance and how i speak to my mates, asking them to do things when things dont go right! Or maybe other factors contributing to my rating.


No one knows why they do that, except for themselves~


Yah, of cause i was affected by them, i thought whatever i do or say was for their good, but, NONO, i am wrong.


Praises comes in too. Enthusiasm, loud voice and how i handle situation even though i am not given any appointment.


However, my weakness could be a killer, no matter how good i am, my flaws will be noted by everyone and everyone will start saying behind my back how bastard i can be.


Ok, this brings back memories when i was in Sec 5...


Brrrsssss~~~


Fine, maybe i should tone down and reflect on my own actions!


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Yeah, i am out of BSLC( Basic section leader course) , going to another phrase of new training.


COMBAT ENGINEER!


New life, hopefully i can adapt yah! Most importantly, good bed buddies!


And is so near my house! Nee soon camp.


More time for baby maybe? Less travelling time!


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Walked 28km road march before i graduate.


So long nv go for road march, and this march is like killing me~


Full Battle Order, rifle! God!!


I'm aching all over, and and, i have been sneezing since i start the road march.

Are you, YOU, yoU missing me?

















Yeah, it all starts now!

Part and parcel of growing up~

I must learn too.

Lifetime after lifetime after lifetime. Will you?